Hi i'm Chester Calayag . I'm a Filipino Artist . I'm lonely, sometimes too Happy, I am never alone but somehow can't find a place where i belong...Interested in making Art and making Love. Most of my paintings deals with everything and anything i see, my own Story and my interpretations about my own life and how i see this World. Doing a painting is another way to give life, music already did this, now its time for art to give a hand. My Style are Inspired in some Renaissance Paintings Fantasy Painting/Surreal Paintings and Many Modern arts. I'm interested in the works of Salvador Dali, Remedios Varo, Guztav Klimt, Beksinski, Wayne Barlowe , Esao Andrews Francis Bacon and some underrated artist like Stanley Donwood and some local artist friends. Some are Masters from our Past World, others are Still Living and still making history.Actually i don't care about styles, i care about learning the things i know i need to learn, and i learned a lot from them, not just in Art but in Life too. My Inspirations comes from anything like a powerful Love, wonderful Family, Events in the Streets, Smile from the sun, Scene in a movie, Lines in a Poem, Sadness, Failures, Trees soon to be Cutted, Kiss from a Mother Cat to its Kittens, a plastic bag floating in the hi-Way, A raindrops falling from the sky into the hair of a beautiful girl and then i realized that i've been staring at her for an hour, A vegetarian Friend, a toast from a Friends or just smoking a Pot while listening to my favorite songs. anything, anytime inspirations comes, Music really inspires me a lot, it always giving me inspiration and energy to start the day, to start working. anywhere i go. I like paintings with strong lightings and strong darkness, the contrast of that two thing and that is what im working on my painting. how Light exist in us, how hard to live in Darkness. Light is very important for me, maybe to all of us. but its really hard to find. Most of my works are in Oil on Canvas, but i also like using Acrylic Paints, pens, pencils. i'm still Exploring those mediums and still trying to get better and better. I hope i'm getting better : ) . Its my brother who taught me that Magic Exist, Cloaked as an Art in this New World. He is my Teacher not just in painting but in Art itself. He taught me how beautiful the world is even it was in its worst Spin. I got a lot of friends too who i consider as my brother and teachers. Being a Visual artist, i want people to feel something in my works, just looking at them, stare at them, feel them. No explanations just Feelings. I want to share anything that goes inside this head, i want them to know how i feel, how i am, who i am. a lot of things to say, words are powerful but sometimes it doesn't matter, it's not enough, and making art is the only way i know to make all this crazy things possible. I want them to have their privilege to look at my Paintings, analyze them, understand them as much as they can. And for me its a pleasure. I want to paint what i know is true, Truth from myself, Truths i knew, Truth that everybody should know, Truths that hard to Accept, Truths within Me, to see how i see, to understand how i Live. I listen to other people's advices about my work but it doesn't mean i'm doing it. Most of them are just ignored. As long as i know i'm doing the right way and it is what exactly what i want to paint and i see nothing is wrong, then I'll do it, paint it! Of Course! I'm selling My works if Someone wants it, because the sad things here in our world today is that Leaders decided that we have to Pay for Everything and Anything, when the whole world was given to ALL of us Free, this Beautiful Paradise. By embracing Art, i found Love. and it is the greatest thing that i've found along the way. Love is Everything, that's all we need. the Real Love. i believe that nothing is impossible. There's always a possibility in everything, we just have to find the way how to do it. There's always a way, a right way. and i'm happy i found mine. it was like a portal into something inner in ourselves. Here , you can see some of my works. and i hope it can give you inspirations even just a little or anything positively or anything that can help you on your way too. Just pick up the things that can help you, dont take everything that you can see, only those that you really need and those that can help you. and always be ready to give them up if time comes.Life is really hard for the living ones, but this Life is worth fighting for. Thank you! One LOVE!

Thursday, October 08, 2015

"Can't cope anymore"

One of the oils
Infinity words
Someone in my head
Forget what I've said
Bluer than blue
Northern clue
Big dipper calls
Deeper inner soul
Shower of madness
Give it all
Show me today
What I'm hoping for
Ask some olive oil
Head on the dried soil
Having it all
Feels nothing at all
Blow my head
Nose that bleeds
Little dipper's smile
Put me on your tree
I'll be gone for a while
But I'm always free
Milky way awaits
Seek me later on
Discover your traits
Look at how you've grown
Four three pairs of wings
I've heard the songs
Towards the king
That's how it goes
Searching no more
On my way home
Don't expect me
To take my own
Its so sad
You're looking the other side
Singing all night
Nothing makes me fright
Share a smoke
Make a choke
All that you say
Show me anyway
In lower cases
And capital phrases
All in all
We've wasted it all
Can't cope anymore
Can't give up the ghost
Time will tell
About all this poems
I'm on a roll
To play such role
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Tuesday, October 06, 2015

"A speed of light"

A lot of people
A lot of soun
ds
Hoping for something
Better to be found
Just counting
Every cigarette butts

I hope i could light
A single stick of pot

A lot of choices
A lot
of ways
Holding carefully

My every lonely days
Don't mind
to tell me
If you want to care
I'll be happy
If you were here
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"Can't turn yourself to right don't expect your life will change
Still living in the past then you don't deserve the future's just
Every little action there's an equivalent reaction
Its all up to you to get out of the situation
Can't tell what's wrong can't tell what's right
The world become so fake that the truth is so hard to take
I can be your shame I can be your pride
All you have to do is to think and to decide
Help me to be brave in this self project suicide
Do i have to be alone in this Heavenly Ride"
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Just want you to know i'm a Rainbow too

"A heart molded in fire
Found in everything i tried
Burning down all my desires
Never gets old never gets tired
Giving me a hard time to cry

A savior from the world's lies
To give life when everything dies"
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"On the way home
Walking on my own
Nonesense poem
Written on the phone
Worried on my bones
Feels like I'm alone
Talking to myself
Waiting for some help
I really need a rest
For this sentimental zest
But life goes on
Yesterday was thrown
Always breaking the dawn
There is no place like home"
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"Walking down the road
Oh! i think its upward road
I really can't tell anymore
Which is south
Or which is north"
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"I am such a fool"

who will be the loser
for giving those dreams
keeping it in your imagination
without doing a thing
just a fleeting illusions
cannot be seen
you've got ever
ything
but do not know what's missing
those traditions
is what keep us breaking
now tell me
did you notice what's happening?
listening to other people
locking up your soul
let me break your chains

let me fix your wings
can you hear me singing?
can you hear me crying?
yes i
keep on trying
but these fears
keep on holding
the whole world is lying
ignoring the callings
time is running
now tell m
e
how to end this
something like a happy ending

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Sun Over Head

"Sun Over Head"

We roll the dice
Live or die
Tell me whenever
You want to fly
Listening to Bitterly
A song for my heart
Its says "Funny, how we never learn
from the very start"
Tell Mr. Dwight
Everything is alright
He gave me some insight
In a world of every day and night
I'm always happy
Please no worries
Its just, noone can take
The loneliness in me
If i can only skip
What is written for me
Or just make it better
For every you and me
Oh no I was too dry to cry
Believe me
Cause I don't even have to lie
The more I try
The more impossible to answer, why?
Are you still there?
Where was I?
Surely living is easy
Rather than just die
Wait a minute Mr. Postman
I have a letter for my woman
A song from a starry eyed man
To show how i feel about her, man
Here's my heart
Place it to her hands
Tell her, its from
The Loveletterwriterman

We roll the dice
Live or die
See the world
Use my eye
Lets learn this time
Lets live and not just die this time
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